Friday, November 23, 2012


i have reached a point in my life where the only things i do, are the same things that i have always done. 
had the same habits, good and bad. 
lived my life for the same reasons, good and bad. 
not ever really standing out or standing up to what i believe in. 
having feelings for certain people that i didn't necessarily want to have feelings for. 
been the same, non communicative, introverted person. 
been unhappy for reasons which i couldn't control, because i was letting someone else's happiness determine mine. 
wanted something so much more that this small scale high school life. 
waiting for my attitude to turn around and for my life to get better. 

i am ready to be my own, but i'm not sure where or how to start this long and almost grueling process
as scary as it is to think about, high school is ending sooner than later, and this seems to me about the best time to be thinking about being who i really want to be. 
realizing that all people come, but not all of them go. 
that my life, can be what i want it to be,
my path is just being chosen,
there's always room for improvement, and that i'm bound to make a mistake or two along the way.  

Wednesday, November 14, 2012

Does anybody have the cure to a bad week?

This week, has got to be the worst week that I have had in quite sometime.
The funny thing about it is, that nothing monumentally horrible happened to me, just a mountain of small things that really started to add up.
-Dumb things like, things are starting to go missing in my life. Ipod, wallet, sunglasses. So I spend my time sitting here while my brain rots away as I try to figure out where they could have gone.
-School is killing me. It's not even mid-term and I feel like my classes are harder than ever. (AP English, if you wanted a time consuming class to take, this is the one)
-Waking up in the morning feels 4000 times harder for some reason
-My motivation seems to have hit an all time low.

Everyone around me seems to be in this 'Pre-Thanksgiving' funk. It's not hard to tell that everyone is ready beyond belief for a much needed break.

It feels like life threw up on me and I'm just not sure where to start cleaning up.

Tuesday, November 13, 2012

The Head and the Heart

Russ Mayo showed my radio 2 class this video that he helped film the other day. It's a music video for the song "Sounds Like Hallelujah", by The Head and the Heart. It is seriously such a good song, and it's all recorded live. If you like any sort of music that is somewhat folk, you'll love this song. 

My favorite fashion vloggers......

Lately I have become a Youtube junkie and I watch vlogs all of the time. 
Two of my most favorite vloggers are;
Stila Babe 09 (Meredith)

First off, Dulce Candy is the cutest little thing in the world. She is 25 and she is tiny. She served in the US military which is kind of funny because she is the girliest thing alive. She has been making Youtube vids for forever and she has been making it big in the fashion world. She actually has her own store now ( where you can buy things that she wears all of the time for really affordable prices. She always shops at stores that are local and not too high fashion so that anyone who wanted something that she wore could easily go and buy it for them self. She is just adorable and I love hearing her advice and watching her videos. 

Then there is Meredith, (I talk about her like I know her, I only wish I did, hah) She is 17 and she is from Southern California. I love her channel because she has really similar style to me, she always has great advice and tips, and I feel like I'm her best friend when I watch her videos. I also love the fact that she is always shopping at stores like Target, Forever 21, and H&M. I'm pretty much addicted to watching her videos. I hope she never stops making them. 

Sunday, November 4, 2012

social networking sites.

well. you already follow my blog, but just in case you wanted to internet stalk all of the other aspects of my life, go ahead! 

instagram: @msrobynfitts

twitter: @robynfitts


also, i want to stalk you back, so leave me your info!