And just like that, your back to feeling empty inside.

Time for myself,
Time to figure things out,
Time to figure out what's worth my time,




And what's worth fighting for.

finally.

want to know something that is way better then beyond belief?

finally getting over a lost cause, and being able to move on to bigger and better things in life.

i honestly feel so good about this.

be happy,

 

i know i sure am.

 

for some reason, i can just sit here, and watch this video over, and over again.

it just sticks with me,

i can't seem to shake it.



You know your school pictures are bad when your mom laughs put loud at them.

Essie nail polish.
Red levi's.
Edward sharpe & the magnetic zeros.
Anrold palmer, half Ice tea, half pink lemonade.
Spotify.
New crushes, young & old.
Smiling.
Boys that smell gooooood.
Thriller,
Soon.
Fall.
Homeaide applesauce.
New shoes.
Pink lips.
Double dates.
Indiebliss.com
Brotips.
Seminary.
My life.

I'm glad I'm the only one NOT copying Megan abels latest blog post,
Or posting a link to the video.
Jeeeeeeeepers people.

it's true.

Is reinstating; standards,
Values, &
Prospects.
It's time for a turn around.

I cry out love keep your arms around me,
I am a bird that's in need of grounding,
I'm built to fly away,
I never learned how to stay.

Oh hey, thanks for the invite...

: Dellie Davis.

AKA, my BFF.

Today is her birthday, the sixteenth kind.

Been together since the fifth grade, doesnt get any better than that.

i realize that i am not exactly number one on your priority list anymore,

                  but it sure would be nice to have the slightest inkling of a feeling that you still care about me.

Would someone please like to be my math tutor?



Pretty please?

there is nothing wrong with blogging during radio.

is not like the teacher cares.

 hah.

don't worry, i walked in this morning and there Russ is with two griddles just making some bacon for breakfast.

don't worry.

I hate knowing how easy it is for us to grow apart.

take a look inside,

my newly shared room.

 our cute little beds,

 my more then frequently listen to ipod, and Sylvia Plath novels.

 handy dandy scarf hooks for more then enough scarves.

 windowsil decorations

 our little jewelry shelf.

 one of my favorite pictures ever.

oh and just me. hah.

oh nerds,

oh hey pleasantly nerdy gentleman who works at Beans n' Brew.

we should go on a date.

autumn is in the air.

i love staring out the window when the clouds are gray, when they fill the sky and bring an essence of gloominess.

 autumn.

something about it makes me feel at my best.

the smells,

the boots, scarves & sweaters.

the leaves that crunch under my feet, the brisk air on my cheeks in the morning.

corn mazes & candy.

being outside, and never wanting to come in,

it feels so right, and i never want it to end.

Being awake at 2:59 a.m.
Noty favorite thing.


Not being able to shut my eyes?
Oh yep, that's also my favorite thing.

because.

because fall is just around the corner,

& there is nothing better.

life needs to stop moving so fast,

and there is no need for things to be blown out of proportion.

appreciate your friends, and encourage them in all that they do.

isnt that what you would want?

I need to slow things down and look at the big picture.

today just makes me feel like:

"Really? Interesting choice."