Everyone has challenges in life.

And comparing your life to another's i've learned is just not the answer.

I feel sad inside some days because I never see my lovely cousin Liz Yeager.

I love her so much and wish I could spend more time with her, but i always feel completely stressed and i feel bad because i dont take the time to make sure we stay in touch.

I feel sad sometimes because I would see on facebook or something how much fun she was having, and what she was doing with her life, and wanting so much to be apart of it. Realizing how much i miss her in my life, but that is my own problem, and it can definatley be fixed.

I need to make time in my life to reach out to the things that make me a better person.

she in one of them. 

I cannot hold onto this sadness anymore. 

When the day comes.

i would love nothing more then to be sealed for eternity in this little gem.

The Oquirrh Mountain Temple.

Why? 

The Celestial room is the most gorgeous thing I have ever laid eyes on.

A few things about myself.

1.
My wedding photos will absolutely be taken by Alixann Loosle. Her work it terribly gorgeous and I can't get enough of it. 

2.

A boys smile can make me melt in an instant. I'm sure this is no different for most of you girls.

And as if that wasn't enough, got to 1:25 seconds in this video and enjoy the best 3 or so seconds of your life. ( feel free to pause, i do it all the time.)

3. 

I kind of have an obsession with red hair.

I wish all the time that mine was real, and not from a bottle.

Sooo gorgeous.

4.

I like to live as care-free and make the most of everyday.

5.

I enjoy GOOD music.

Ellie Goulding

Mumford and Sons

Arcade Fire

M83

The Shins

Lissie

Bon Iver

Brandon Flowers (Seen above^)

Broken Bells

City and Colour

Death Cab for Cutie

Feist

The Middle East

Florence + The Machine

& so on and so forth.

It sooths the soul and makes a horrible day into a much better one.

6.

I enjoy lip color,

Lipstick

Lip stain

Lip gloss.

You name it, I'll wear it.

(thanks mardi, for making me buy this!)

7.

I hope to own a shabby boutique some day. 

I will most likely be called 'A Fine Frenzy'^

I have mulled on this topic for quite sometime and I feel it would make my life more than complete and I could live my life through my dreams.

Something along the lines of these.

Well, anyshoe.

I just thought i would share a few thoughts about myself.

That's alllllll folks.

I seriously love this SOOO much.
Birdy: Shelter
A cover of The Xx, one of my favorite bands.

Why i wish my life was an 80's movie.

I like to wish I was a modern day Molly Wringwald. 

(i do have "red" hair. what can i say? haha)

I mean come on, she got to put her hands all over two of thee foxiest men i have ever set eyes on.

Exhibit A

John Bender: The Breakfast Club

(in the movie he has long hair, but i'm a sucker for some short hair)

The bad boy. hahah.

Exhibit B

Jake Ryan: 16 Candles

Such a gentleman and SUCH a stud.

She is unbelievably lucky. 

I have watched both of these movies in the course of the last 24 hours.

I am seriously in love with both of them, they are more then classic.

It's saturday night.

It's also only 11:00 and i am already home.

i've been starting to think that my curfew needs to be pushed back.

maybe just 11:30 even?

the party of life is still going on and i'm here,

already in bed.

lets face it, i'm in love.

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With this show.

WHITNEY,

i have managed to watch a whole season over the course of 5 days.

sickening.

anyshoe,

that^ was a funny joke huh? 

hahaha.

My life made a smidge of a turn around yesterday. It was so nice.
Anyshoe, here is my life lately.

When you day is 100 times Better because you talked to a Certain person.
If only this was all the time.

The rules of a lady. (Even though i'm quite sure then can apply to anyone)

These are terribly true & wise.

Don't you love it,

when people make you feel like the biggest dummy ever?

i love Goulding.

This is me,

as of today.

This is me,

Exactly one year ago today.



Things I am partial to.