i hate to be a debby downer,

but please, life lately. 

GO AWAY.

watching a relationship tear at the seams.

i guess thats what ive been doing for years now.

ZARA.

i am seriously in love with ZARA.

if i could purchase all of my clothes from there, i would.

so, thank you ZARA, for providing these lovelies that match my prom dress to perfection.

I'm no over achiever

lately, school has taken every ounce of my motivation. 

i have not one speck of it left by the time i get home & that means i get hardly anything done.

i am getting antsy for school to get over, but i am also way looking forward to some things in the near future.

what to do, what to do.

why does my life consist of over thinking things and getting frustrated.

my mind keeps tricking myself and i get let down far too often. 

families.

sometimes i wonder what i was thinking up in heaven.

why did i choose these people that i will spend eternity with?

sometimes i am more great full for my family then at other times.

lately i have been feeling at my wits ends with my family.

one minute i will be enjoying them, no doubt about it, but then the next i cannot stand the site of them.

i may not see it now but my family is a blessing in disguise.

i was put on the earth with them at this time for a reason.

maybe someday i'll know why.

Gotye.

we walk the plank, with our eyes wide open.

I'M EXCITED.

For MAY!

May, now that i think about it has some great things in store.

Prom.

California.

Max's birthday.

End of school year activities.

Morp. (The Stringers, Mardi...)

The "Of Monsters & Men" concert. YAY!

Liz's birthday.

Graduation. 

Looooaaaaads of fun. 

I'm excited.

quoting.

"Things change, but the sun always rises the next day. The bad news is that nothing is permanent, and the good news is that nothing is permanent."

listen & have fun.

Kill your Heroes: AWOLNATION.

this song is one of my favorites lately.

it screams summer.

Happy Sunday!!

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this is hilarious.

so go watch it here.

I especially like Micheal Cera.

Spring Break.

1. Spring Break has arrived.
2. I have absolutley nothing planned.
3. I am also suffering from the worst alergies of my life...
4. Which resulted in me wearing a hoodie to school today... hahahah.

all i can do is be me.

just in case any of you were wondering,

i am who i am because that's the only thing i know how to be.

i'm not putting on a show, or a fake side

of myself, i am simply being the person that i looked for for so long.

i don't do anything with intentions of impressing people, i do it because it feels good.

it feels incredible. 

to completely be myself.

definitely in my top 10.

red, white, blues in the sky.

summers in the air,

baby heavens in your eyes.