the moment when,

The Moment When,
I have no idea what to do with myself,
my best friend no longer lives within 3 feet away from my room,
I feel like my friends have forgotten,
I get my license in 6 days,
I cry in my closet (and believe me, its not very big)
I want to work at Forever 21, Sooo bad.
I feel just a tad empty inside.
I miss my sister more then anything you could ever think of.
Summer is never what its chalked up to be.
I have no money, but want to buy clothes.
I purchase vintage swimwear.
My BFF cousin lives in St George and i dont even get to see her until the 16th.
I have the dentist on Monday.
Summer playlists are a neccesity.
I listen to Mumford and Sons a repeat.
 7 Peaks is calling my name.
I clean my (well sort of my) car, Lenard, He smells so nice now.
I have good chats with my friends lovely mom's.
Hugs from mom are all that will do.

i spend my memorial day weekends with ladies like this.

 we are all best friends. i wouldnt have it any other way.

best outfit of the weekend would definatly go to my girl Naomi,
I mean come on, She is 8
and she was wearing army pants and an adorable cardigan.
So lovely.

back in business.

soooo.
here we are. back in business.

 today was good.

 it was saturday. the day after FRIDAY.

me n' max went to this purdy for one miss laura brailsford's birthday.
it was most definatly up the canyon.
you could say we had a ball.
we ate approx. 83 pixi stix.
we chased balloons down the river.
and took countless self timer photographs.
it was a good weekend.

utter chaos. ahahahaha.

just a forewarning, this blog post has nothing to do with the clothes i have or have not been wearing the past 2 weeks, it is simply me explaining to you fellow bloggers that my life has been utter chaos lately and my head might explode soon.

skool is ending soon.
i am going crazaayay.
my math teacher is a nut
so are various people at the school.
i went to morp, it was great.
i am trying to fit a thousand things into my life.
floral design is a waste of my life.
i love jan hawke and her wardrobe.
after 4 days of waking up a 5:00 a.m. i am finally permited to recieve a drivers license.
i am rediscovering amazing music.
i laugh to hard at absolutley nothing.
new death cab for cutie. what more do i have to say?
sometimes the world is crumbling around me, and i dont really care.
i tried out for a play, do i particularly like drama? hahahah noooo.
i need a job.
i love clothes.
i need a job because i love clothes.
i am freezing my tail off in this weather.
working out has felt soo great lately.
i need a break, but am dreading the end of the school year.
i am saving all my tears for june the 3rd,
the day i lose my best friend to connecticut.



reality hasnt set in just yet.

everything you could imagine.

this is sunday and mondeeee.

i am trying to get over a lot of things today,
like, the fact that it snowed?

and that mr. draper really is insane,

and that my hair was a hotttt mess,

and i had to go to the dentist, noooo  sir.

Also, it was an A day,

and i was just feeling down untillllll

I found out that it was one miss kelsey waters birthday,

and i attended taco tuesday with mardi thomas, max atwooood, and lauren davis.

I had a great chat with grandfather, and he made me laugh uncontrolably,

i came home, was cleaning my room, and found these beauties behind my dresser,

who knows when they were purchased, but hey! i like em'.

                                                            oh and who is officially going to morp with MLA?
                                                                       that would be me, RTF.

sprang breaaaak.

can i just say, that this spring break was mighty fine.

 ahahah. oh dells.

 too hot to trot? hah.

 today was superb to say the least.

oh and p.s.
i found this oldie picture of my dear grandpa, and i'm in loooove.

vaca.

i have always thought how overated St. George was, but thinking about it, the sun does sound veryyyy nice right about now. That is why i am venturing out tomorrow with my girl Elle, and spending the weekend in this lovely place, in hopes that i will come back with not pasty white skin.

that is alllllllll (:

ahhh how i am waiting for 72 degree weather bliss.